The Train...

So what if I call the MAX The Train!? I'm from NYC...we have trains. It's a hard habit to break.





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woo hoo!!!

My blogpress is working! Couldn't upload photos, but figured it out! Whoosh!


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Yo Gabba Gabba...

DJ Lance cracks me up with his corny, no rhythm dancing ass! The music on the show is so good though! Weeeee love it!

Yummy...

I can't believe my little honey bunny is such a big girl. I hold her and she's so big, it's hard to imagine she was once inside my belly kicking and swimming around.

Life is Good...because she's in it!





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Have to be honest with myself...

We moved from NYC (where I was born and raised...for the most part) to Portland, OR four months ago. And although I'm happy as hell to be out of NYC, I'm starting to realize that I'm so self conscious and seems like my self-esteem is slumping. Could it be that I just turned 30 and really thought my life would be different at this point? Or maybe I feel out of place? I feel like I'm in high school all over again. We moved to Upstate NY when I was about 14, and what a culture shock it was. The black-haired, dark-lipstick, NYC-Latina, in a small country town. BOY WAS THAT HARD. I think the only difference now is that I'm actually embarrassed by my fucking accent! I can't believe it.

Life seriously has me stressing these days...only thing that gives me light is my baby girl. Gotta make this life right for her.

Freaking out a little...

I thought I'd be able to work from home to be with my daughter, but we are just barely getting by. So I visit daycare (something I never wanted for her) and the cost is killing me! And that's a local low cost YMCA center! I'll work and hand my paycheck over to them! What's the point!?

This is a hard ass life if you aren't rich!


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Mean Ass Folk...

The geriatric community of Portland are all mean and crotchity! What the hell is wrong with them!?