Salt & Pepper...

I noticed some serious breakage at my hairline and didn't know what was causing it. Until I realized that ever since I was pregnant, I've used head bands to keep my hair out of my face. I ALWAYS have a headband on and I'm sure that's the reason for all the breakage. BUT even more shocking, was the amount of white hair I have! HAHAHA I love my "grays". I actually wish there was a way to dye my hair and keep them! lol I just can't get over how much I have now. In less than a year my white hair has doubled! Then I remembered this post. Stress kills!

Stress...

Is not only causing my face to explode with rosecea...

I now have my first white brow hair! LMFAO

LOVE IT!

Have to be honest with myself...

We moved from NYC (where I was born and raised...for the most part) to Portland, OR four months ago. And although I'm happy as hell to be out of NYC, I'm starting to realize that I'm so self conscious and seems like my self-esteem is slumping. Could it be that I just turned 30 and really thought my life would be different at this point? Or maybe I feel out of place? I feel like I'm in high school all over again. We moved to Upstate NY when I was about 14, and what a culture shock it was. The black-haired, dark-lipstick, NYC-Latina, in a small country town. BOY WAS THAT HARD. I think the only difference now is that I'm actually embarrassed by my fucking accent! I can't believe it.

Life seriously has me stressing these days...only thing that gives me light is my baby girl. Gotta make this life right for her.

Rosacea...

I think I have Rosacea! This shit itches like hell! Whatever it is it started during my pregnancy and has just continued to get worse. I swear it's stress induced. Can't wait for my Dr's appt!